1 00:04:28,208 --> 00:04:29,708 God bless you. 2 00:04:47,333 --> 00:04:50,208 Everything is fine. Breathe. Gently. 3 00:04:50,292 --> 00:04:52,292 Inhale. Exhale. 4 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:53,625 - Hello, Mother. - Hello, Agatha. 5 00:07:11,625 --> 00:07:13,750 - Is there mail? - No. 6 00:07:26,833 --> 00:07:28,917 I lost another child today. 7 00:07:29,833 --> 00:07:30,917 A child? 8 00:07:31,583 --> 00:07:32,583 Yes. 9 00:07:37,583 --> 00:07:38,583 A baby. 10 00:07:42,083 --> 00:07:43,333 The horror. 11 00:07:45,542 --> 00:07:48,292 All these people, these children... Dead bodies everywhere. 12 00:07:48,917 --> 00:07:50,833 And we here... 13 00:08:09,750 --> 00:08:11,125 But what are you... 14 00:08:12,292 --> 00:08:14,417 - But...! - You must not get attached... 15 00:08:14,500 --> 00:08:16,125 to spaces and objects. 16 00:08:17,125 --> 00:08:20,250 It is a beneficial exercise to rearrange your space. 17 00:08:22,833 --> 00:08:26,125 An exercise that you don't practice enough, and you know it, my sister. 18 00:08:26,667 --> 00:08:28,042 It's useless. 19 00:08:31,250 --> 00:08:36,500 We must... set an example if we want others to follow. 20 00:09:01,167 --> 00:09:03,000 This morning I told myself that... 21 00:09:03,875 --> 00:09:06,042 we should all have numbers. 22 00:09:06,125 --> 00:09:11,833 The sisters would be sent on a mission according to a pre-established logic, 23 00:09:11,917 --> 00:09:14,375 depending on the missions carried out, 24 00:09:15,417 --> 00:09:16,833 seniority... 25 00:09:17,875 --> 00:09:19,917 It would be a fairer system. 26 00:09:20,083 --> 00:09:23,083 There would be no prejudice, nor discrimination, 27 00:09:23,833 --> 00:09:25,375 nor favoritism. 28 00:09:29,458 --> 00:09:30,917 And what would my number be? 29 00:09:31,667 --> 00:09:32,792 Your number? 30 00:09:35,292 --> 00:09:36,417 Number 1. 31 00:10:08,500 --> 00:10:11,542 You are a man, you can do anything. 32 00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:14,583 Me, I'm stuck here. 33 00:10:17,042 --> 00:10:18,750 In this prison. 34 00:10:18,833 --> 00:10:21,500 To wait in comfort that the world changes. 35 00:10:22,625 --> 00:10:23,667 I am a woman. 36 00:10:24,250 --> 00:10:26,625 In a system run by men. 37 00:10:26,708 --> 00:10:28,333 Men like you. 38 00:10:28,500 --> 00:10:30,542 Men, men, only men... 39 00:10:33,625 --> 00:10:35,125 Look at these walls. 40 00:10:36,458 --> 00:10:38,208 What are they for? 41 00:10:39,208 --> 00:10:40,542 What do we have to fear? 42 00:10:42,125 --> 00:10:44,250 Would this be a loss of faith? 43 00:10:48,375 --> 00:10:50,083 Yes, maybe. 44 00:10:50,167 --> 00:10:51,458 Is this a crime? 45 00:10:54,042 --> 00:10:56,667 I wonder that sometimes. 46 00:11:00,167 --> 00:11:04,042 Running the convent is no longer enough for me. It's tiring and futile. 47 00:11:05,625 --> 00:11:07,375 Is it so terrible to admit it? 48 00:11:09,542 --> 00:11:11,625 I've known you for ten years. 49 00:11:12,833 --> 00:11:16,958 We were not just a confessor and a penitent, we were rather... 50 00:11:19,458 --> 00:11:21,042 Like brother and sister. 51 00:11:22,583 --> 00:11:24,667 Like brother and sister. 52 00:11:33,083 --> 00:11:35,708 And we will remain as a brother and a sister. 53 00:11:35,875 --> 00:11:37,792 Who will replace you? 54 00:11:39,125 --> 00:11:41,833 - Sister Agnieszka. - Was she informed of this? 55 00:11:42,958 --> 00:11:43,958 Yes. 56 00:11:49,458 --> 00:11:50,583 Mother... 57 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:52,083 My Father. 58 00:12:54,542 --> 00:12:55,542 Alright. 59 00:13:02,750 --> 00:13:03,708 "CH"... 60 00:13:05,417 --> 00:13:08,542 Like “hat” and what else? We know another word... 61 00:13:13,625 --> 00:13:15,000 Hair! 62 00:13:18,125 --> 00:13:20,208 - Another word! - Cat ! 63 00:13:20,292 --> 00:13:22,458 Cat. What does a cat do? 64 00:13:29,250 --> 00:13:30,167 Cat. 65 00:13:30,833 --> 00:13:32,458 Hello, girls. 66 00:13:32,917 --> 00:13:34,792 Hello, Mother. 67 00:13:34,958 --> 00:13:37,333 Hello, Mother. 68 00:13:38,750 --> 00:13:41,333 I left something for you in my office. 69 00:13:41,875 --> 00:13:43,000 THANKS. 70 00:13:51,250 --> 00:13:52,375 - “I” -Igloo! 71 00:13:52,542 --> 00:13:54,625 What else? 72 00:13:56,208 --> 00:13:58,000 - "I". - India. 73 00:13:58,083 --> 00:14:00,875 - India ! - India. India ! 74 00:14:12,917 --> 00:14:13,917 My sister! 75 00:14:18,083 --> 00:14:19,542 It's always a pleasure. 76 00:14:19,625 --> 00:14:23,042 Likewise. How much do you give me? 77 00:14:36,250 --> 00:14:37,917 - Two hundred and twenty rupees. - No ! 78 00:14:38,875 --> 00:14:40,208 It's worth more. 79 00:14:43,208 --> 00:14:45,250 Two hundred and forty, no more. 80 00:14:45,333 --> 00:14:46,292 Three hundred. 81 00:14:51,125 --> 00:14:53,708 Two hundred and ninety. 82 00:14:56,917 --> 00:14:58,917 - All right. - Okay. 83 00:15:03,667 --> 00:15:06,083 A bag of flour and a bag of lentils. 84 00:15:18,708 --> 00:15:20,917 -Namaste. - THANKS. 85 00:17:22,416 --> 00:17:23,416 Mother. 86 00:17:23,875 --> 00:17:26,083 - Where were you? - Your payment. 87 00:17:27,125 --> 00:17:28,125 Ah! 88 00:17:34,458 --> 00:17:37,625 It's very good. And what beautiful writing! 89 00:17:50,542 --> 00:17:55,167 Dress yourself in a simple garment cotton like a sari. 90 00:17:55,958 --> 00:17:57,250 Go out as a couple. 91 00:17:57,333 --> 00:18:00,417 Use the means of transport the most economical. 92 00:18:00,500 --> 00:18:02,292 Saying the rosary while traveling. 93 00:18:03,417 --> 00:18:05,583 Visiting family... 94 00:18:08,500 --> 00:18:12,292 once... every... ten... 95 00:18:12,917 --> 00:18:13,958 years. 96 00:18:17,875 --> 00:18:19,625 And in case of emergency? 97 00:18:20,833 --> 00:18:22,458 A death in the family? 98 00:18:23,875 --> 00:18:26,875 The rules apply to everyone. Without exception. 99 00:18:29,083 --> 00:18:30,500 Without exception... 100 00:18:36,917 --> 00:18:39,375 - I only supported you. - Yes. 101 00:18:40,667 --> 00:18:44,250 - Commit to living... - You. Your vision. 102 00:18:50,625 --> 00:18:51,875 Our vision. 103 00:18:53,500 --> 00:18:54,833 My sister... 104 00:18:59,500 --> 00:19:00,958 What is this? 105 00:19:01,708 --> 00:19:02,667 Nothing. 106 00:19:03,708 --> 00:19:05,417 - Is something wrong? - No. 107 00:19:08,792 --> 00:19:11,958 I decided 108 00:19:12,042 --> 00:19:15,167 To follow Jesus 109 00:19:15,250 --> 00:19:18,417 I decided 110 00:19:18,500 --> 00:19:21,458 To follow Jesus 111 00:19:21,542 --> 00:19:24,833 I decided 112 00:19:24,917 --> 00:19:27,917 To follow Jesus 113 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:30,917 No going back 114 00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:33,792 No going back 115 00:19:33,958 --> 00:19:37,208 I decided 116 00:19:37,292 --> 00:19:40,208 To follow Jesus 117 00:20:21,917 --> 00:20:23,375 It's bread. 118 00:20:29,458 --> 00:20:30,750 God bless you. 119 00:20:42,583 --> 00:20:44,083 God bless you. 120 00:20:59,750 --> 00:21:00,875 God bless you. 121 00:21:37,708 --> 00:21:39,833 You look tired. 122 00:21:47,958 --> 00:21:49,042 What is this ? 123 00:21:49,625 --> 00:21:51,750 The people at the bank gave it to me. 124 00:21:52,542 --> 00:21:55,875 They noticed how it was difficult to keep our accounts 125 00:21:55,958 --> 00:21:59,583 so they came yesterday to offer us this superb machine. 126 00:21:59,667 --> 00:22:03,208 They told me: "Your life will be much easier with that, sister!” 127 00:22:03,708 --> 00:22:05,125 - And that’s the case? - Yes. 128 00:22:07,542 --> 00:22:11,333 A little bit of money is missing. Three times nothing. 129 00:22:13,042 --> 00:22:14,000 How much ? 130 00:22:15,625 --> 00:22:18,500 Almost nothing. A few cents at most. 131 00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:21,500 Every penny counts. 132 00:22:22,042 --> 00:22:23,583 We have to be precise. 133 00:22:25,375 --> 00:22:26,750 I know well. 134 00:22:28,167 --> 00:22:29,583 But I checked twice. 135 00:22:29,750 --> 00:22:33,125 Check again. We can't do anything let it go when it comes to money. 136 00:22:33,208 --> 00:22:36,375 There are rumors going around about Sister Agnieszka and you. 137 00:22:36,458 --> 00:22:40,625 Always over hill and valley, night and day, doing God knows what. 138 00:22:44,042 --> 00:22:46,500 You have to ignore the noise in the hallway. 139 00:22:47,875 --> 00:22:49,542 Our place is here. 140 00:22:49,917 --> 00:22:52,250 Between the walls of the convent. 141 00:22:52,625 --> 00:22:56,375 Since when have such trivial questions do they concern you? 142 00:22:56,708 --> 00:22:59,250 Our reputation is not trivial. 143 00:22:59,333 --> 00:23:02,750 Haven't we been criticized enough because of you and Father Friedrich? 144 00:23:02,833 --> 00:23:05,750 Do you want to do it again the subject of gossip? 145 00:23:13,333 --> 00:23:16,167 Father Friedrich is the purest man that I know. 146 00:23:17,958 --> 00:23:19,542 And you know it. 147 00:23:19,708 --> 00:23:25,292 It would be enough to accompany sister Agnieszka in her races 148 00:23:25,375 --> 00:23:28,583 to put an end to the rumors. 149 00:23:30,958 --> 00:23:34,625 Once I'm gone, you won't have to worry about it anymore. 150 00:23:34,708 --> 00:23:38,417 If I may, Mother, you speak of it with certainty. 151 00:23:39,458 --> 00:23:41,375 Now, we know, you and I, 152 00:23:41,458 --> 00:23:45,833 that there are few nuns who had the right to leave 153 00:23:45,917 --> 00:23:48,292 to found their own congregation. 154 00:23:49,167 --> 00:23:54,875 This right was not granted to Mary Ward and you think they will grant it to you? 155 00:23:55,042 --> 00:23:57,625 Do you think you're better than her? 156 00:23:58,292 --> 00:23:59,833 Of course not, sister. 157 00:24:02,167 --> 00:24:03,958 What are you trying to tell me? 158 00:24:04,042 --> 00:24:07,292 Don't give in to pride, my dear. 159 00:24:11,542 --> 00:24:13,375 We can't keep this machine. 160 00:24:13,458 --> 00:24:15,167 But why, finally? 161 00:24:22,167 --> 00:24:24,250 Do you have a brain, number 2? 162 00:24:25,250 --> 00:24:27,250 Don't call me by a number. 163 00:24:28,375 --> 00:24:30,250 - Yes or no? - Yes. 164 00:24:30,333 --> 00:24:32,875 -And do you have hands? - Of course. 165 00:24:34,125 --> 00:24:36,375 So what's the point? of this machine? 166 00:24:36,458 --> 00:24:39,792 This greatly simplifies things. 167 00:24:40,125 --> 00:24:41,667 It's more precise. 168 00:24:43,042 --> 00:24:45,000 And yet, there is a lack of money. 169 00:24:46,708 --> 00:24:47,750 Isn't it? 170 00:24:49,833 --> 00:24:52,917 We will return this machine tomorrow. First thing in the morning. 171 00:24:57,375 --> 00:24:58,792 Thank you, Mother. 172 00:25:10,083 --> 00:25:12,125 Five, six, seven, eight... 173 00:25:12,292 --> 00:25:13,417 Hello, young ladies. 174 00:25:13,500 --> 00:25:15,500 Hello, Mother. 175 00:25:17,833 --> 00:25:20,417 - Good morning ! - Good morning ! 176 00:25:20,500 --> 00:25:22,375 - Good morning ! - Good morning. 177 00:25:24,875 --> 00:25:27,542 You shouldn't be at morning prayer? 178 00:25:42,958 --> 00:25:44,750 - Mother ! - My sister? 179 00:25:46,542 --> 00:25:48,417 I don't feel well this morning. 180 00:25:49,333 --> 00:25:51,042 That's what I was told. 181 00:25:52,708 --> 00:25:55,458 Did I put too much pressure on you? with my decision? 182 00:25:59,042 --> 00:26:02,417 I...I can't... 183 00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:06,208 “Can” or “cannot” are words that don't exist 184 00:26:06,292 --> 00:26:08,042 in our monastic life. 185 00:26:08,125 --> 00:26:11,375 Our duty exceeds our will, you know it. 186 00:26:11,458 --> 00:26:13,750 It's not about will. 187 00:26:13,833 --> 00:26:14,958 What is it about? 188 00:26:18,667 --> 00:26:20,583 I'm going to have to leave too. 189 00:26:22,167 --> 00:26:24,042 You have no reason to leave. 190 00:26:25,833 --> 00:26:26,917 Yes. 191 00:26:30,417 --> 00:26:31,792 I'm pregnant. 192 00:26:45,250 --> 00:26:46,708 Pregnant ? 193 00:27:02,208 --> 00:27:03,542 Pregnant ? 194 00:27:09,083 --> 00:27:11,583 How could you make me such a thing? 195 00:27:39,750 --> 00:27:42,125 Who is it ? 196 00:27:44,708 --> 00:27:46,333 How did you meet him? 197 00:27:49,708 --> 00:27:50,583 You are welcome. 198 00:27:52,333 --> 00:27:55,792 I guess looking at you that he has no intention of seeing you again. 199 00:27:55,875 --> 00:27:59,083 - You are welcome. - "You are welcome" ? "You are welcome" ! 200 00:27:59,833 --> 00:28:01,583 You fornicated with a man! 201 00:28:01,750 --> 00:28:03,625 He died in my arms. 202 00:28:04,417 --> 00:28:07,250 Three months ago, when you sent me to Punjab. 203 00:28:07,333 --> 00:28:09,333 Let me go with you! 204 00:28:09,500 --> 00:28:11,333 You ruined everything! 205 00:28:11,417 --> 00:28:13,708 - I fell in love. - In love? 206 00:28:14,875 --> 00:28:16,875 What do you know about love? 207 00:28:19,292 --> 00:28:21,000 How could you... 208 00:28:25,083 --> 00:28:29,542 How could you leave someone touch you? 209 00:29:02,750 --> 00:29:05,917 If it's about love, There's hardly a cure, is there? 210 00:29:07,167 --> 00:29:09,083 How can I stay here? 211 00:29:10,375 --> 00:29:12,583 And when will people find out? 212 00:29:13,167 --> 00:29:15,917 This will be the end of the convent and what will happen to you, 213 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:18,250 my spiritual guide and mother superior, 214 00:29:18,333 --> 00:29:21,625 if you leave a pregnant woman continue your religious life? 215 00:29:25,083 --> 00:29:27,875 You have made your decision when you succumbed to a man. 216 00:29:29,292 --> 00:29:31,667 Now it's up to you the consequences. 217 00:29:34,500 --> 00:29:37,167 Maybe it's actually time for you to leave. 218 00:29:37,542 --> 00:29:39,958 The other sisters won't know anything about it. 219 00:29:42,208 --> 00:29:44,292 It will be the only secret I will keep. 220 00:29:45,250 --> 00:29:46,542 Make your arrangements. 221 00:30:31,833 --> 00:30:33,833 Hello, Sister Mercedes. 222 00:30:34,917 --> 00:30:36,542 No mail for you today. 223 00:30:50,792 --> 00:30:52,167 Number 40. 224 00:30:56,958 --> 00:30:58,083 Number 17. 225 00:31:00,583 --> 00:31:01,875 Number 13. 226 00:31:03,875 --> 00:31:07,083 Use the whole body. That's it, like that. 227 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:09,917 Number 17? 228 00:31:13,083 --> 00:31:14,458 Deeper. 229 00:31:15,833 --> 00:31:16,792 Perfect. 230 00:31:18,458 --> 00:31:19,542 Alright. 231 00:31:37,375 --> 00:31:39,542 Let me go! Leave me! 232 00:31:39,625 --> 00:31:43,292 Leave me alone ! Leave me! 233 00:31:43,375 --> 00:31:47,875 Let me go! 234 00:31:48,042 --> 00:31:50,542 Let me go! 235 00:31:50,708 --> 00:31:51,875 Let me go! 236 00:31:53,292 --> 00:31:54,583 Do you want to go there? 237 00:31:56,792 --> 00:31:58,958 Or do you want to go inside with me? 238 00:31:59,125 --> 00:32:00,208 It's up to you to choose. 239 00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:04,917 If you want to come back with me, you must behave well. 240 00:32:05,375 --> 00:32:06,375 Do you understand? 241 00:32:23,083 --> 00:32:25,708 Gather the girls. That they don't run everywhere. 242 00:32:25,792 --> 00:32:27,167 Yes, Mother. 243 00:32:30,292 --> 00:32:31,292 It's for you. 244 00:32:36,750 --> 00:32:40,583 I beg you, Mother. Give me some food. 245 00:32:41,125 --> 00:32:42,250 Come and sit down. 246 00:32:43,917 --> 00:32:47,125 It seems that Sister Agnieszka is unwell this morning. 247 00:32:49,375 --> 00:32:52,208 That's right, Sister Mercedes. 248 00:32:52,375 --> 00:32:53,833 She doesn't feel well. 249 00:32:54,333 --> 00:32:56,250 Is there anything we can do, Mother? 250 00:32:58,708 --> 00:33:01,542 - Water the vegetable garden, perhaps. - I'll take care of it. 251 00:33:01,708 --> 00:33:02,625 No. 252 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:06,042 Do not water in full sun. Later. 253 00:33:14,625 --> 00:33:17,708 Little slut! Disgusting little girl! 254 00:33:20,583 --> 00:33:22,500 Why such cruelty, my sister? 255 00:34:03,458 --> 00:34:07,500 Seven years old, my sister. Seven years since I wrote these letters. 256 00:34:09,625 --> 00:34:11,375 But nothing ever changes. 257 00:34:12,417 --> 00:34:15,042 I look around me, and I'm no use here. 258 00:34:15,125 --> 00:34:17,375 I'm not needed here. 259 00:34:17,708 --> 00:34:19,667 So I write, I write, I write... 260 00:34:20,125 --> 00:34:21,542 Sorry, sorry, sorry... 261 00:34:21,708 --> 00:34:23,083 Sorry, sorry, sorry... 262 00:34:23,167 --> 00:34:25,500 It happens to me too to be tired, Mother. 263 00:34:25,958 --> 00:34:26,875 Tired? 264 00:34:27,042 --> 00:34:29,208 I'm not tired, no! 265 00:35:50,875 --> 00:35:53,625 My God, help me to submit to your commandments. 266 00:36:02,625 --> 00:36:03,542 Yes ? 267 00:36:04,958 --> 00:36:08,833 Forgive me for disturbing you so late, but Sister Agnieszka wants you. 268 00:36:09,958 --> 00:36:11,000 Thank you, my dear. 269 00:36:13,708 --> 00:36:14,708 Let us pray. 270 00:36:21,333 --> 00:36:23,000 Lord, teach me 271 00:36:23,083 --> 00:36:26,250 to be gentle and humble in all circumstances of life, 272 00:36:27,208 --> 00:36:30,292 in the face of disappointments, to the indifference of others, 273 00:36:30,792 --> 00:36:33,583 to the insincerity of those in whom I trusted, 274 00:36:34,250 --> 00:36:37,417 and to the infidelity of those who I was counting on. 275 00:36:38,250 --> 00:36:39,417 Amen. 276 00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:41,958 Mother ? 277 00:36:42,042 --> 00:36:44,167 Shouldn't we call Father Friedrich? 278 00:36:49,208 --> 00:36:51,500 What would he do that we couldn't do? 279 00:37:09,875 --> 00:37:11,542 You asked to see me. 280 00:37:11,625 --> 00:37:12,542 Love. 281 00:37:13,958 --> 00:37:17,667 Have you already known him? Felt? True love? 282 00:37:20,583 --> 00:37:21,625 Of course ! 283 00:37:22,417 --> 00:37:24,500 Every day. I am married to Him. 284 00:37:24,958 --> 00:37:27,667 I'm talking about the other form of love. 285 00:37:32,917 --> 00:37:36,500 I would never compromise my mission for the pleasures of the flesh. 286 00:37:39,458 --> 00:37:41,000 I'm going to go home. 287 00:37:41,542 --> 00:37:42,833 In Poland? 288 00:37:43,333 --> 00:37:45,000 You have nothing left there. 289 00:37:55,667 --> 00:37:57,500 Mother, I never doubted you. 290 00:37:59,167 --> 00:38:00,458 But yes, you doubt. 291 00:38:00,875 --> 00:38:02,292 Of course you doubt. 292 00:38:03,167 --> 00:38:04,458 You betrayed me. 293 00:38:04,792 --> 00:38:07,417 He died in my arms. In my arms. 294 00:38:07,500 --> 00:38:09,583 The voice of God, I need it. 295 00:38:11,125 --> 00:38:13,792 Help me. What am I going to do? I no longer have a home. 296 00:38:18,917 --> 00:38:23,083 You taught us that God condemns sinners to hell. 297 00:38:23,250 --> 00:38:24,417 I'm ready. 298 00:38:27,625 --> 00:38:29,333 I will direct the convent. 299 00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:33,208 And you will inspire thousands of others which will save millions of lives. 300 00:38:33,292 --> 00:38:36,250 - This is the call I must answer. - You scare me. 301 00:38:37,542 --> 00:38:39,000 We can ask Dr. Kumar. 302 00:38:40,583 --> 00:38:42,292 I thought about it and I'm sure of it. 303 00:38:43,708 --> 00:38:46,667 You have to ask Dr. Kumar for me. 304 00:38:54,208 --> 00:38:55,417 You are welcome. 305 00:38:59,917 --> 00:39:01,083 Never ! 306 00:39:01,667 --> 00:39:03,375 Ask him, please. 307 00:39:07,125 --> 00:39:10,167 Nobody will know. No one except you, Dr. Kumar and me. 308 00:39:17,125 --> 00:39:18,542 And God. 309 00:39:22,667 --> 00:39:24,250 My sister. 310 00:39:31,083 --> 00:39:32,000 And God. 311 00:40:28,167 --> 00:40:29,708 Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. 312 00:40:37,292 --> 00:40:38,667 Is it Tuesday? 313 00:40:40,708 --> 00:40:42,042 No, but... 314 00:40:44,125 --> 00:40:45,833 I listen to you, my sister. 315 00:40:49,250 --> 00:40:51,208 Can a baby be a sin? 316 00:40:54,708 --> 00:40:58,375 No, because a baby is not conscious of his own existence. 317 00:40:58,458 --> 00:41:00,667 And yet, our only existence... 318 00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:02,750 makes us sinners. 319 00:41:06,667 --> 00:41:08,375 We are all sinners. 320 00:41:10,083 --> 00:41:11,583 Indeed. 321 00:41:12,917 --> 00:41:15,292 Temptation surrounds us on all sides. 322 00:41:18,708 --> 00:41:20,417 Lying is a sin. 323 00:41:22,708 --> 00:41:25,167 Yes, although some are not. 324 00:41:27,083 --> 00:41:28,750 Inflicting death is a sin. 325 00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:32,750 Inflict death? 326 00:41:34,792 --> 00:41:37,125 Abraham would have sacrificed his own child. 327 00:41:40,750 --> 00:41:41,708 This murder... 328 00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:45,500 is it not comparable to an abortion? 329 00:41:47,500 --> 00:41:51,750 I have heard the Church many times speak out against abortion 330 00:41:51,833 --> 00:41:57,042 and I am convinced that we do not condemn the act but the women who commit to it. 331 00:41:58,792 --> 00:42:02,958 I heard you talking about these women like you never wondered 332 00:42:03,042 --> 00:42:05,917 what they had been through, what they felt. 333 00:42:09,375 --> 00:42:12,542 How could we know which brings them... 334 00:42:13,375 --> 00:42:16,042 or force them to make this decision? 335 00:42:27,667 --> 00:42:30,125 For you, abortion is therefore not a sin. 336 00:42:31,292 --> 00:42:33,375 It is up to God to decide. 337 00:42:36,667 --> 00:42:38,333 In my opinion, 338 00:42:39,042 --> 00:42:43,083 abortion is not a sin that when a woman is forced 339 00:42:43,167 --> 00:42:45,125 who wants to keep the child. 340 00:42:48,208 --> 00:42:49,542 It remains a sin. 341 00:42:53,958 --> 00:42:55,250 Have you ever... 342 00:42:56,833 --> 00:42:58,625 wanted to become a father? 343 00:42:59,875 --> 00:43:00,875 A biological father? 344 00:43:05,250 --> 00:43:07,250 Why tell me about this now? 345 00:43:08,417 --> 00:43:09,542 Forgive me. 346 00:43:16,792 --> 00:43:17,750 Mother... 347 00:43:29,708 --> 00:43:32,083 I'm sorry that the doctor has already left. 348 00:43:32,833 --> 00:43:35,500 I came to use your phone. 349 00:43:35,583 --> 00:43:37,083 - Of course. - Yes ? 350 00:43:38,125 --> 00:43:39,958 - Can I play the piano? - Yes, go ahead. 351 00:43:40,042 --> 00:43:40,708 Come. 352 00:43:42,042 --> 00:43:43,625 Please sit down. 353 00:43:44,583 --> 00:43:45,958 What a funny day. 354 00:43:46,042 --> 00:43:48,333 Sister Agnieszka came by a little earlier. 355 00:43:51,083 --> 00:43:53,458 Yes, I am aware. 356 00:43:54,208 --> 00:43:57,667 I had never seen her so tormented. 357 00:43:59,708 --> 00:44:03,167 There are days when everyone needs the doctor and he's not there. 358 00:44:10,792 --> 00:44:11,750 A little tea? 359 00:44:12,333 --> 00:44:15,375 It's very kind, but I have to call as soon as possible. 360 00:44:20,250 --> 00:44:21,875 Hello, what can I do for you? 361 00:44:21,958 --> 00:44:25,875 Hello, I would like to do an international appeal for the Vatican. 362 00:44:25,958 --> 00:44:27,208 - The Vatican? - Yes. 363 00:44:27,292 --> 00:44:29,667 I'm transferring the call. 364 00:44:32,750 --> 00:44:33,667 Hello ? 365 00:44:33,750 --> 00:44:37,625 This is the Mother Superior of Calcutta. I would like to speak to Monsignor Tulli. 366 00:44:37,708 --> 00:44:40,833 - Don't leave. - THANKS. God bless you. 367 00:44:55,125 --> 00:44:56,792 What about my request? 368 00:44:57,167 --> 00:44:59,458 Has a decision been made? 369 00:45:00,250 --> 00:45:03,500 Can I hope to receive a positive response soon? 370 00:45:05,958 --> 00:45:07,917 Pardon ? Can you repeat? 371 00:45:09,042 --> 00:45:10,125 Hello ? 372 00:45:11,292 --> 00:45:13,500 I can't hear you anymore. Hello ? 373 00:46:45,333 --> 00:46:46,458 Mother ? 374 00:46:47,083 --> 00:46:48,167 Yes, my sister. 375 00:46:48,542 --> 00:46:49,958 The letter has arrived. 376 00:46:51,042 --> 00:46:52,792 Earlier this morning. 377 00:46:53,500 --> 00:46:55,250 I left it in your cell. 378 00:46:57,125 --> 00:46:58,375 Thank you, sister. 379 00:47:28,542 --> 00:47:30,292 “My dear Reverend Mother, 380 00:47:31,583 --> 00:47:35,375 "After careful consideration and fervent prayer, 381 00:47:35,458 --> 00:47:39,042 "we have decided to grant you the..." 382 00:47:42,792 --> 00:47:44,083 Thank you. 383 00:47:45,292 --> 00:47:46,458 Thank you. 384 00:48:22,875 --> 00:48:24,958 "This is my wish, blessing you, 385 00:48:25,042 --> 00:48:29,208 "as well as the whole congregation future Missionaries of Charity." 386 00:48:30,875 --> 00:48:32,000 Finally. 387 00:49:10,208 --> 00:49:12,208 I was born here. 388 00:49:12,708 --> 00:49:14,417 In Skopje. 389 00:49:15,167 --> 00:49:16,500 In Macedonia. 390 00:49:17,167 --> 00:49:19,833 Where is it? On which continent? Do you remember? 391 00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:25,250 Riva? 392 00:49:25,333 --> 00:49:28,167 - In Europe. - In Europe. Alright. 393 00:49:28,250 --> 00:49:31,083 Our geography lesson is finished for today. 394 00:49:31,250 --> 00:49:33,542 Good job, girls. Good day. 395 00:49:37,083 --> 00:49:38,250 My Father! 396 00:49:43,958 --> 00:49:45,417 Goodbye, young ladies. 397 00:49:46,917 --> 00:49:47,833 My Father. 398 00:49:59,417 --> 00:50:01,250 What brings you, Father? 399 00:50:06,708 --> 00:50:09,000 I will miss you. 400 00:50:18,083 --> 00:50:20,958 You know I have to give my approval 401 00:50:21,042 --> 00:50:22,958 for your successor, Sister Agnieszka. 402 00:50:23,042 --> 00:50:25,375 But for this, I have to talk to her 403 00:50:25,542 --> 00:50:28,042 to assess its capacity to resume your duties. 404 00:50:28,125 --> 00:50:29,875 Yes, of course. 405 00:50:33,583 --> 00:50:35,167 I have to see her. 406 00:50:39,875 --> 00:50:43,250 Today it's impossible, but I will arrange a meeting. 407 00:50:43,750 --> 00:50:45,208 You understand, I hope. 408 00:50:50,208 --> 00:50:51,708 Have a nice day, Father. 409 00:51:08,917 --> 00:51:10,792 You are abusing my good will. 410 00:51:12,708 --> 00:51:14,583 You went to see Doctor Kumar. 411 00:51:18,583 --> 00:51:20,792 Since when have you been able to lie like this? 412 00:51:22,250 --> 00:51:24,875 The Lord is not God of hatred. God is love. 413 00:51:24,958 --> 00:51:27,375 You betrayed God. And me with it. 414 00:51:30,792 --> 00:51:33,708 I will not participate in your schemes. 415 00:51:51,917 --> 00:51:53,750 Make your arrangements and leave. 416 00:51:56,500 --> 00:51:59,750 And what about helping the poor and people in need? 417 00:52:02,875 --> 00:52:04,792 Oh, you compare yourself... 418 00:52:05,833 --> 00:52:08,750 - ...to people in need? - I am in need. 419 00:52:09,958 --> 00:52:12,875 - Of your own free will. - What would you do in my place, Mother? 420 00:52:12,958 --> 00:52:15,667 I could never have been in your place. 421 00:52:16,375 --> 00:52:18,167 I'm not in your place. 422 00:52:23,458 --> 00:52:25,333 I thought you would be happy. 423 00:52:38,667 --> 00:52:40,042 I am. 424 00:53:16,458 --> 00:53:22,750 We welcome our sister We welcome our sister 425 00:53:22,833 --> 00:53:25,333 With all our hearts 426 00:53:25,417 --> 00:53:26,792 We welcome our sister 427 00:53:26,875 --> 00:53:29,708 Thank you, my sisters. 428 00:53:29,792 --> 00:53:32,667 Those who need to go to the laundromat can go there. 429 00:57:49,250 --> 00:57:51,333 Hello, Mother. It's always a pleasure. 430 00:57:51,417 --> 00:57:54,167 - You are welcome. - The pleasure is mine, Dr. Kumar. 431 00:57:54,625 --> 00:57:57,083 - Is everything okay at the hospital? - As per usual. 432 00:57:57,167 --> 00:58:00,167 We operate, some recover, others die. 433 00:58:00,792 --> 00:58:02,542 We die more than we heal. 434 00:58:04,083 --> 00:58:05,833 Sister Agnieszka came to see me. 435 00:58:06,167 --> 00:58:07,750 I am aware of his condition. 436 00:58:09,208 --> 00:58:13,125 In India, barbers calling themselves doctors practice these acts. 437 00:58:16,083 --> 00:58:17,708 -Ankita! - Yes, doctor? 438 00:58:21,625 --> 00:58:23,500 - Take this outside. - Yes, doctor. 439 00:58:23,583 --> 00:58:24,500 THANKS. 440 00:58:30,750 --> 00:58:31,750 I can help him. 441 00:58:32,333 --> 00:58:35,333 - I'm not asking you for that kind of help. - But she does! 442 00:58:37,000 --> 00:58:38,917 Some do it despite the law. 443 00:58:39,333 --> 00:58:40,250 She will go see them. 444 00:58:41,708 --> 00:58:42,750 At the risk of his life. 445 00:58:51,458 --> 00:58:52,583 Doctor Kumar... 446 00:58:54,750 --> 00:58:56,833 You know the trust I have in you. 447 00:58:58,375 --> 00:59:00,000 This trust is mutual. 448 00:59:01,042 --> 00:59:04,000 You have always been there for me, you and Mrs. Kumar. 449 00:59:05,083 --> 00:59:06,208 Indeed. 450 00:59:07,708 --> 00:59:09,167 And you will continue to be. 451 00:59:09,542 --> 00:59:10,667 Yes. 452 00:59:13,167 --> 00:59:15,208 Give him a home. 453 00:59:15,875 --> 00:59:18,458 Welcome her and her baby. Please. 454 00:59:20,875 --> 00:59:23,458 I thought his home was with you. 455 00:59:25,667 --> 00:59:26,667 Not anymore. 456 00:59:29,292 --> 00:59:32,500 You ask me to collect it to get rid of her? 457 00:59:34,708 --> 00:59:37,042 How is this a lesser sin? 458 00:59:39,417 --> 00:59:41,125 Thank you for having me, doctor. 459 00:59:45,208 --> 00:59:46,792 Mother, listen to me. 460 00:59:48,208 --> 00:59:49,208 Mother ! 461 00:59:50,375 --> 00:59:54,542 Do you remember when you had me invited to the maternity ward last year? 462 00:59:54,625 --> 00:59:56,958 Of course, it was just after independence. 463 00:59:57,042 --> 00:59:58,792 I remember your words. 464 00:59:59,542 --> 01:00:04,042 You said that women suffered, no physical pain, 465 01:00:04,125 --> 01:00:09,667 but from the fact of giving birth to children in a world where people kill and torture. 466 01:00:09,750 --> 01:00:12,042 Do you remember what I told them? 467 01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:17,125 I told these mothers there was nothing more sacred than their children. 468 01:00:17,208 --> 01:00:20,542 And that these children would build a better world. 469 01:00:21,667 --> 01:00:23,375 I still believe it, doctor. 470 01:00:24,083 --> 01:00:25,208 Forgive me, Mother... 471 01:00:26,833 --> 01:00:28,250 I am a man of science. 472 01:00:28,750 --> 01:00:30,708 I believe in freedom of choice. 473 01:00:32,250 --> 01:00:33,792 Have a good day, doctor. 474 01:00:52,208 --> 01:00:55,583 Bless, Lord, our people and these gifts that come from you 475 01:00:55,667 --> 01:00:57,292 by Our Lord Jesus Christ. 476 01:00:57,375 --> 01:00:59,208 -Amen. -Amen. 477 01:01:12,208 --> 01:01:15,458 Sister Agnieszka suffers from appendicitis. 478 01:01:15,833 --> 01:01:18,042 It is for this reason that she is absent. 479 01:01:18,458 --> 01:01:20,000 Keep eating. 480 01:01:29,542 --> 01:01:31,708 You're a little late. 481 01:01:32,250 --> 01:01:35,667 My clothing had a blood stain. I wanted to wash it but... 482 01:01:35,750 --> 01:01:37,375 it is still visible. 483 01:01:41,833 --> 01:01:44,125 So they brought him little children 484 01:01:44,208 --> 01:01:45,750 so that he could pray for them. 485 01:01:45,833 --> 01:01:47,667 But the disciples rejected them. 486 01:01:47,750 --> 01:01:51,667 Who was rejected? The children or the disciples? 487 01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:53,000 Who can tell me? 488 01:01:53,167 --> 01:01:57,833 Jesus said: "Let the little children, and don't stop them from coming to me 489 01:01:58,333 --> 01:02:02,167 "for the kingdom of heaven is for those like them." 490 01:02:05,125 --> 01:02:08,208 He took the children in his arms, put his hands on them 491 01:02:08,375 --> 01:02:10,917 - and blessed them. - I don't like toddlers. 492 01:02:14,958 --> 01:02:17,875 Sister Agnieszka, I'll take you back to your room. 493 01:02:18,042 --> 01:02:23,167 As soon as Jesus was baptized, he came out of the water. 494 01:02:23,250 --> 01:02:25,500 And behold, the heavens were opened. 495 01:02:25,667 --> 01:02:28,167 And he saw the Spirit of God descend on him. 496 01:02:29,500 --> 01:02:32,000 And my body hurts at the spot of the stain. 497 01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:37,542 When I had my appendix removed, the pain was unbearable. 498 01:02:37,625 --> 01:02:41,958 - Let's go back to your room. - Jesus! 499 01:02:42,125 --> 01:02:44,375 Jesus. Jesus. Jesus. 500 01:02:44,542 --> 01:02:45,583 Jesus. Jesus. 501 01:02:45,667 --> 01:02:49,000 Ah, Jesus! Jesus! Jesus! 502 01:02:49,083 --> 01:02:50,083 Jesus said to them: 503 01:02:51,125 --> 01:02:53,292 Jesus said to them: "I tell you the truth, 504 01:02:53,375 --> 01:02:57,000 "if you do not convert and Don't become like those little children," 505 01:02:57,083 --> 01:02:59,208 - My sister... - “...you will not enter 506 01:02:59,292 --> 01:03:00,833 "to the kingdom of heaven." 507 01:03:04,042 --> 01:03:05,167 Mercedes. 508 01:03:07,292 --> 01:03:08,208 Silence ! 509 01:03:09,000 --> 01:03:09,917 Come on ! 510 01:03:57,292 --> 01:04:00,208 You remember when your brother told you 511 01:04:00,292 --> 01:04:02,125 that he was a general in an army? 512 01:04:02,208 --> 01:04:04,958 Do you remember your answer? Eh ? 513 01:04:05,042 --> 01:04:07,500 You said you were too a general. 514 01:04:07,583 --> 01:04:11,375 That your army was an army of women. We, the sisters, are your army! 515 01:04:11,458 --> 01:04:14,667 I answered the call. That's why I'm here with you. 516 01:04:15,417 --> 01:04:17,083 Like a sacrifice. 517 01:04:19,833 --> 01:04:22,208 For love, for God and for convent. 518 01:04:22,583 --> 01:04:25,917 I never asked for such a sacrifice. Sit on the bed. 519 01:04:28,750 --> 01:04:30,500 That's it, that's good. 520 01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:34,458 And yet, yes. 521 01:04:40,417 --> 01:04:41,583 That's it, that's good. 522 01:04:50,375 --> 01:04:51,542 Isaac. 523 01:04:52,583 --> 01:04:53,708 Isaac? 524 01:04:54,833 --> 01:04:57,542 I would have called him Isaac. 525 01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:03,000 What makes me Abraham and there is no greater hero. 526 01:05:06,708 --> 01:05:08,208 Rest. 527 01:05:10,208 --> 01:05:11,250 Rest. 528 01:05:20,292 --> 01:05:21,708 I need your help. 529 01:05:29,250 --> 01:05:30,458 Rest. 530 01:06:16,583 --> 01:06:18,833 Lately, I've been thinking about my mother. 531 01:06:24,958 --> 01:06:27,625 I believed for a long time that it was enough to write to him 532 01:06:28,833 --> 01:06:30,833 so she doesn't worry about me. 533 01:06:35,583 --> 01:06:37,833 I thought of her twice a year. 534 01:06:41,292 --> 01:06:42,958 At Christmas and Easter. 535 01:06:54,042 --> 01:06:56,042 And today I forgot his face. 536 01:07:03,500 --> 01:07:06,708 I have this vision that comes back again and again 537 01:07:07,417 --> 01:07:09,333 of my mother baking bread. 538 01:07:16,500 --> 01:07:17,958 His hands... 539 01:07:18,875 --> 01:07:21,125 His hands kneading the dough... 540 01:07:25,917 --> 01:07:28,750 His hands spreading the flour on the table and... 541 01:07:32,042 --> 01:07:34,583 His disappearing hands in the flour... 542 01:07:46,458 --> 01:07:47,917 My mother was good. 543 01:07:51,375 --> 01:07:52,792 She was very good. 544 01:07:59,458 --> 01:08:02,917 Every Sunday she made bread for poor families. 545 01:08:05,833 --> 01:08:08,333 Every Sunday we were hungry. 546 01:08:17,917 --> 01:08:21,542 This vision of your mother that you keep deep inside you 547 01:08:23,457 --> 01:08:28,082 connects us more than all discussions that we have had for ten years. 548 01:08:42,000 --> 01:08:43,707 Sister Agnieszka is the right choice. 549 01:08:45,332 --> 01:08:46,542 You are right. 550 01:08:47,667 --> 01:08:50,792 She's not you, but it has the necessary strength. 551 01:08:52,292 --> 01:08:54,207 She's the one we need. 552 01:09:21,832 --> 01:09:24,500 Almighty God, loving Father, 553 01:09:24,582 --> 01:09:26,457 I love you with all my heart. 554 01:09:26,542 --> 01:09:30,042 I offer you my thoughts and my actions 555 01:09:30,125 --> 01:09:33,042 and I ask for your blessing for this day. 556 01:09:33,125 --> 01:09:37,417 Help me to always know you, love you and serve you 557 01:09:37,500 --> 01:09:39,957 and to rejoice for eternity with you in heaven. 558 01:09:45,500 --> 01:09:48,125 Almighty God, loving Father, 559 01:09:48,207 --> 01:09:50,332 I love you with all my heart. 560 01:09:50,417 --> 01:09:52,375 I offer you my thoughts and my actions... 561 01:09:57,708 --> 01:09:59,458 What are you doing there? 562 01:09:59,542 --> 01:10:01,583 Return to your tasks immediately. 563 01:10:10,750 --> 01:10:12,042 What do you want? 564 01:10:17,750 --> 01:10:18,958 Where are you going? 565 01:10:34,625 --> 01:10:36,917 Forgive me. Natural need. 566 01:11:22,042 --> 01:11:22,917 Yes ! 567 01:11:24,417 --> 01:11:25,500 This way! 568 01:11:25,583 --> 01:11:26,625 Here ! 569 01:11:51,458 --> 01:11:53,500 Mercedes is good at calculations. 570 01:11:54,208 --> 01:11:56,208 She will help you from now on. 571 01:11:59,208 --> 01:12:00,375 Sit down. 572 01:12:29,542 --> 01:12:31,708 It's a completely different job. 573 01:12:32,333 --> 01:12:34,375 It's hard to believe but I... 574 01:12:47,542 --> 01:12:48,917 Stay, please. 575 01:12:52,167 --> 01:12:53,292 Sit down. 576 01:13:01,458 --> 01:13:06,083 The trials of a life often shape the very essence of our soul. 577 01:13:08,917 --> 01:13:13,125 Her name was Sarah, before converting. 578 01:13:15,000 --> 01:13:18,625 It was the only way to escape the concentration camp. 579 01:13:21,000 --> 01:13:22,542 I know. 580 01:13:24,375 --> 01:13:25,667 Sarah... 581 01:13:27,083 --> 01:13:31,083 The name of the woman who almost died her son in the hands of her husband 582 01:13:31,167 --> 01:13:35,292 and only the intervention of an angel of God saved her child. 583 01:13:38,500 --> 01:13:40,208 I have another idea. 584 01:13:41,542 --> 01:13:43,500 - Sister Mercedes. - No. 585 01:13:44,292 --> 01:13:47,833 You were right. Sister Agnieszka is the one you need. 586 01:13:49,708 --> 01:13:52,458 She will be my penitent after your departure. 587 01:13:52,917 --> 01:13:54,833 And I will be his confessor. 588 01:16:10,500 --> 01:16:12,125 Have you seen it? 589 01:16:12,208 --> 01:16:13,667 There was a little boy! 590 01:16:15,917 --> 01:16:18,208 Wake up, my sisters! My sisters... 591 01:16:18,292 --> 01:16:20,458 The boy. It's definitely there. 592 01:16:21,750 --> 01:16:23,750 He's small. Dressed in white. 593 01:16:23,833 --> 01:16:25,708 He blew flour. 594 01:16:28,500 --> 01:16:31,250 You are here ? He has to be somewhere. 595 01:18:46,292 --> 01:18:49,667 There were no children in the kitchen and yet, I saw it. 596 01:18:52,625 --> 01:18:54,375 Am I losing my mind? 597 01:18:58,208 --> 01:19:00,958 The hallucinations are a symptom of madness. 598 01:19:02,333 --> 01:19:04,500 I saw him blow my flour in the face, 599 01:19:04,583 --> 01:19:07,708 but in reality, it's me who covered myself by herself. 600 01:19:07,792 --> 01:19:09,667 Isn't that proof of my madness? 601 01:19:13,792 --> 01:19:17,792 Or a temptation that would like distract me from my mission? 602 01:19:20,833 --> 01:19:22,625 To tempt the saints, 603 01:19:22,708 --> 01:19:25,208 the devil sends them creatures demonic 604 01:19:25,292 --> 01:19:27,917 or shows them scenes of depravity. 605 01:19:29,625 --> 01:19:31,625 He sent me a child. 606 01:19:38,583 --> 01:19:40,292 What if it was... 607 01:19:44,000 --> 01:19:46,958 the devil who wanted to send me in this mission? 608 01:19:50,833 --> 01:19:52,792 Or my pride? 609 01:19:54,250 --> 01:19:59,000 And if my pride had ordered me to live among the poorest of the poor? 610 01:20:00,417 --> 01:20:02,208 To help them in the name of the Lord 611 01:20:02,292 --> 01:20:05,208 to give me the illusion that I am sacrificed myself. 612 01:20:05,292 --> 01:20:09,708 Wouldn't it be my pride that created this image of heroine and saint? 613 01:20:09,792 --> 01:20:11,375 It's a possibility. 614 01:20:20,333 --> 01:20:22,042 But what do you think? 615 01:20:35,583 --> 01:20:38,375 I will save millions of lives. 616 01:20:39,917 --> 01:20:43,542 A life is worth millions in the eyes of the Lord. 617 01:20:47,833 --> 01:20:51,375 You have so many things on your mind, 618 01:20:51,458 --> 01:20:55,417 I have the impression that your enthusiasm for your mission could suffer. 619 01:21:00,333 --> 01:21:02,458 Should I become a mother? 620 01:21:04,958 --> 01:21:06,875 You are a mother to all. 621 01:21:13,625 --> 01:21:15,333 I meant biologically. 622 01:21:19,250 --> 01:21:21,333 Being the mother of... 623 01:21:22,417 --> 01:21:24,542 someone born of my blood, 624 01:21:27,333 --> 01:21:30,500 that I would have carried under my heart, 625 01:21:32,542 --> 01:21:33,917 that I would have... 626 01:21:35,250 --> 01:21:37,208 that I would have breastfed, 627 01:21:38,083 --> 01:21:40,292 rocked and... 628 01:21:40,875 --> 01:21:43,542 whose tears I would have calmed, 629 01:21:45,583 --> 01:21:48,958 to whom I would have made his first not, say his first words. 630 01:21:50,958 --> 01:21:54,125 Should I feed a child rather than my own pride? 631 01:21:56,875 --> 01:21:58,833 A mother and a saint? 632 01:21:59,333 --> 01:22:00,875 A mother or a saint? 633 01:22:02,708 --> 01:22:04,542 I can't continue anymore. 634 01:22:09,708 --> 01:22:10,875 My Father! 635 01:22:16,208 --> 01:22:18,000 You have received your letter... 636 01:22:18,083 --> 01:22:19,167 Yes. 637 01:22:20,792 --> 01:22:23,125 Now you don't need me anymore. 638 01:22:26,292 --> 01:22:27,708 Father Friedrich! 639 01:22:31,542 --> 01:22:34,250 O, Lord, my God 640 01:22:34,417 --> 01:22:38,417 When I think with wonder 641 01:22:38,500 --> 01:22:44,792 To all the worlds that Your hands created 642 01:22:44,875 --> 01:22:47,875 I see the stars 643 01:22:47,958 --> 01:22:52,208 I hear thunder rumbling 644 01:22:52,292 --> 01:22:58,750 Your power is revealed throughout the universe 645 01:22:59,667 --> 01:23:02,417 And when I think 646 01:23:02,500 --> 01:23:07,208 May God, not sparing His son 647 01:23:07,375 --> 01:23:10,750 Sent him to death 648 01:23:10,833 --> 01:23:15,667 I can rarely understand 649 01:23:15,750 --> 01:23:18,708 Than on the cross 650 01:23:18,792 --> 01:23:23,750 Gladly bearing my burden 651 01:23:23,833 --> 01:23:26,833 He bled and died 652 01:23:26,917 --> 01:23:31,875 To atone for my sins 653 01:25:27,458 --> 01:25:29,292 I am being punished. 654 01:25:30,042 --> 01:25:31,375 You are right. 655 01:25:32,333 --> 01:25:35,583 Just when I realized of my desire to be a mother. 656 01:25:36,333 --> 01:25:39,250 Not a mother like you, but a mother for this child. 657 01:25:39,667 --> 01:25:44,500 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 658 01:25:45,542 --> 01:25:48,792 Agnieszka, I will send for Doctor Kumar. 659 01:25:50,250 --> 01:25:53,917 I'm going to get help. Don't move. Did you understand? 660 01:25:54,000 --> 01:25:57,542 - I'm sorry. - Don't move. Understood ? Don't move. 661 01:25:58,208 --> 01:26:00,167 I'll come back. I'm coming back! 662 01:26:13,167 --> 01:26:14,583 Take the rickshaw. 663 01:26:14,667 --> 01:26:15,833 Tell him to hurry. 664 01:26:24,167 --> 01:26:26,208 Doctor Kumar will arrive. 665 01:26:29,417 --> 01:26:31,333 I beg your pardon. 666 01:26:33,417 --> 01:26:34,833 My pardon? 667 01:26:36,625 --> 01:26:37,875 For what ? 668 01:26:38,708 --> 01:26:40,667 For my cruelty towards you. 669 01:26:50,333 --> 01:26:53,167 I hear my child breathing. 670 01:27:26,708 --> 01:27:28,333 I'm really sorry. 671 01:29:14,083 --> 01:29:16,333 - Hello, Mother. - Dr. Kumar, this way. 672 01:29:27,167 --> 01:29:29,458 Bring me some hot water and towels. 673 01:29:36,792 --> 01:29:39,417 - Take care of the hot water. - Yes. 674 01:29:51,042 --> 01:29:53,708 You did well. Go wait for me in the kitchen. 675 01:29:53,792 --> 01:29:55,083 Yes, Mother. 676 01:30:00,208 --> 01:30:01,458 You too, Mother. 677 01:30:02,375 --> 01:30:03,917 Yes of course. 678 01:30:52,625 --> 01:30:54,583 I won't come back, Mother. 679 01:30:58,750 --> 01:31:00,125 I know. 680 01:34:31,167 --> 01:34:35,458 Dress simple and modest cotton saree. 681 01:34:38,750 --> 01:34:43,083 Bring a simple fabric bag and not wear a watch on your wrist. 682 01:34:46,625 --> 01:34:50,500 Do not wear any rings or accessories. 683 01:34:52,542 --> 01:34:54,917 Except for an umbrella. 684 01:34:57,833 --> 01:34:59,500 Always go out in pairs. 685 01:35:01,750 --> 01:35:05,125 Use the means of transport the most economical. 686 01:35:09,542 --> 01:35:12,250 Saying the rosary while traveling. 687 01:35:15,833 --> 01:35:19,792 Have no personal bank account nor property in his name. 688 01:35:22,333 --> 01:35:24,208 No personal money. 689 01:35:41,958 --> 01:35:43,417 When are you leaving? 690 01:35:46,250 --> 01:35:47,500 Right away. 691 01:36:05,500 --> 01:36:06,875 - You know that I... - I know. 692 01:36:06,958 --> 01:36:07,958 Yes... 693 01:37:15,083 --> 01:37:16,375 God bless you.